Oh gosh! It's been so long since I accessed my xanga site that I actually had to sit and think what my password was for a bit.

Anyways, it's just been a slightly emotional but highly meaningful week for me and I really wanted somewhere to "project" it all.

It's my final week of my Bachelor of Science degree and while it amazes me that I got this far and exceeded my own expectations in certain areas, it also terrifies me. The uncertainty of what I'm going to be doing next year and if even I'm travelling on the right path seems to slowly creep into me day by day. My future which at one point of my life appeared to be crystal clear now just seems to be a huge haze. All I do know right now, is what I don't want (that would be to do a Honors program!) but not what I want.

One of the very first scriptures I memorized in my Christian walk is the one below. It is an amazing reassurance to know that as much as I can't see beyond today in my life, my life has been beautifully mapped out for me. I have the Lord our God on my side and nothing can take me down!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."   Jeremiah 29:11

Till later...

God bless!

xxx

debs

Currently Watching Roswell - The Complete First Season By Shiri Appleby see related

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." 

I Corinthians 13: 4-13

I really love this scripture. It's amazing how in this greedy and power-hungry world that we live in today, so many people read this everyday and yet choose to believe in the power of Love. Love truly is the greatest.

till later...

xxx

deb

 p.s. thought from Keith: Love is an emotion that only we can feel. It's what makes us human

*a mess of emotions*

exactly what I feel right now...happy, disappointed, nervous, stressed, grinning from ear to ear...and that's just a few to start with. I wonder if it's truly possible to feel so many emotions at once or is it just some delusion that's happening to me.

Had a little "bad luck" in my life this week. It made me realise how careless I have been with my life lately and I still do feel a lil shaken up by it but things certainly picked up with the help of some fate leading me to find some new playmates for my puppy and some long lost friends of my own. Sara & Andrew, it was really nice seeing you all...

Went to watch Quidam with a few of my friends on Friday. It was fantastic. Peeps, please go watch it if you haven't and do not even think of settling for anything less than the A reserve seats 'cos the B reserve ones (mine) have ten thousand obstructions blocking your view. Despite all that I think I really really enjoyed it tons.

Yesterday was one of those lazy days where you start the day planning to study and do your work but end up relaxing with your friends and just catching up with life. Totally horrible considering I've got an assignment that is worth a huge chunk of my results due tomorrow but utterly fun as I've been feeling like I've been chasing life and everything around me for awhile and I've finally had my chance to just sit back and enjoy the day.

I've finally settled down to do my work but guess what, I remember I've gotta call my mommy so that's me procastinating my work once again....tiddleeedooo peeps wish me luck in completing my work.

God bless

xxx

deb

P.S. it's amazing how sometimes when you least expect great things to happen, they just appear out of nowhere....

Currently Playing More Than Life - United By Hillsong see related

my long awaited blog 

Powerhouse+Baulkham Hills = *one heaven of an experience*

I've had my fair share of ups and downs this year and I can honestly say I've had a little too many down ones but I know I'm going to make it alright 'cos as I learnt tonight, I have the "weapons" I need to get through life!!! Yes, weapons....ENDURANCE, DILIGENCE, CONSISTENCY & DETERMINATION. I know as long as I have my "weapons" and Jesus, nothing can knock me down

now on to what in the world have I been up to since I last blogged...

First up, I'm back in OZ!!! That aside, I've been doing a multitude of nonsensical things that just do not contribute anything to my life except pure entertainment and enjoyment (will expand more on that in the days to come)!!! Thanks to all my friends who have been contributing to that part of my life especially the "Waterloo RSL"  You guys are the greatest...

...till later

xxx

debs

*whoopeedoowop*

I'm back in Malaysia!! haha...feels great. I had a great flight back from Sydney yesterday. Basically I just slept straight through for 5 hours. I think my friend who was sitting with me was amazed at how soundly I was sleeping. Anyway it was fun sitting with ya Yu-Jin!

Thanks loads to my great bunch of friends who gave me a great send-off yesterday at the airport. It felt really great! n erm.. Ian, thanks for the drama as well! It certainly put a smile on my face. You guys are the best!!! *hugs*

 Lunch @ the airport

I'm off to take a shower and go out for lunch!! see ya peeps n take care!

till later...

xxx

deb